Nerd it Up.

As the first week draws to an end, I'm feeling tired, sore, and maybe a little excited. I really would like to do well and I do mean quite well in school this year. My inspiration is getting into a program I will love so I never have to take another Organic Chemistry class again. That does however require me to know, what exactly that miracle program is. Thus I have to keep my options open. I need to do a lot of research and figure out what I truly want. That being said I have to focus, focus, focus and study hard this year. Most classes are going extremely well this semester so far, although it has only been 3 days of class. The only class that is stressing me out to the max is organic chemistry. That class will likely end my sanity and cause me to go insane. We have finished the second lecture and I am already lost. I will not however give up on this class, even though ever molecule of my being is telling me to do so. I will work on it this weekend and fight through some practice problems.

Looking at other blogs on the internet I see they all have some purpose or grand story to tell. Some life adventure that takes them traveling around the globe while they fight battles to conquer their dreams and turn them into reality. I was laying on my floor (as I don't have a desk... yet) thinking to myself, what is the purpose of this most random of blogs. Then it hit me, it stands for anyone who has ever not known what they were doing with their life, and being okay with it and searhing for a purpose. I think it stands for something to believe in when you have nothing else. I say this because I definitely felt that way at times this past summer and I think that maybe you can't "belive" in a blog. But I think you have to believe in yourself. You have to believe that you have the strength to get yourself through anything. Hold onto that belief and turn it into strength.

You can do it.
I believe in you.
- ibelieveinpink.